davehagen
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Post by davehagen on May 6, 2019 11:52:55 GMT -8
insert code hereI'm 21 years old. I am losing my mind. I have failed at my most important goals I've ever set and I can't live with the person I've become. I'm not exactly a good person. I'm a cocky ass hole douche bag. I don't want to be like this but I just am, it's just the way I see the world at the moment. I'm on the verge of suicide. I don't want to kill myself because I don't want to hurt my family. I have ruined my life. I always put myself down from the day I was born, and now I've finally understood that is all lies, but now I see how much I have ruined.
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Post by mynewunit on May 7, 2019 3:27:00 GMT -8
Hey Dave. What you have described is pretty generic 21 year old. You are on one of the worst blood toxin, mind altering, compounds which is called testosterone. It makes you aggressive, impulsive, stronger, and breaks the bond between you and parents. Most males who have made it to 40 years old have a similar view of their late teens and early 20's. You have lots of time to get better. Jocko would recommend a "mind mechanic". A psychologist, counselor, therapist. Don't compare yourself to others. Compare yourself to you yesterday. Get better. It doesn't even need to be every day, just most days. If you need someone else to talk to, I will message you my personal number.
Stay on the Path Brian |
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