Post by ts52 on Oct 18, 2017 18:34:29 GMT -8
Hello everyone,
This is my first time posting here. I’m a young man, just starting my career. I live with my girlfriend and her two kids. We met approximately two years ago and everything seems to have picked up speed in my life. Such as, starting a four year journey into becoming a tradesman, moving out for the first time, and the responsibilities of having children around me.
It’s been an interesting year to say the least. Not too long before starting my current job, I felt myself changing in a way I didn’t understand and am still trying to comprehend. I didn’t think much of it at the time and carried on with my day to day. After awhile I started feeling more and more numb from just throwing all the current issues at home to the side and just dealing with them later. It came to the point where it started putting stress on my girlfriend and I. Eventually I broke down and left my girlfriends place and returned to my parents house. The move back home was a result of me saying that moving back home will solve all my issues. They continued. They didn’t not get better and only persisted. My mental state declined and my girlfriend kept asking me what was the matter and I didn’t know myself.
After a few weeks of this, I returned to my girlfriends place and resumed life as normal. Feeling better than I had in the previous weeks, something was still off and am still trying to understand and figure out. I feel as if these issues within myself are still relevant and sometimes present them selves in different ways as in not being able to focus at work, getting stuck in mental thought loops and losing motivation. I don’t open up my issues to many people, so I feel as if this is a big step for myself in figuring myself out and being able to bring forward my best self.
T
This is my first time posting here. I’m a young man, just starting my career. I live with my girlfriend and her two kids. We met approximately two years ago and everything seems to have picked up speed in my life. Such as, starting a four year journey into becoming a tradesman, moving out for the first time, and the responsibilities of having children around me.
It’s been an interesting year to say the least. Not too long before starting my current job, I felt myself changing in a way I didn’t understand and am still trying to comprehend. I didn’t think much of it at the time and carried on with my day to day. After awhile I started feeling more and more numb from just throwing all the current issues at home to the side and just dealing with them later. It came to the point where it started putting stress on my girlfriend and I. Eventually I broke down and left my girlfriends place and returned to my parents house. The move back home was a result of me saying that moving back home will solve all my issues. They continued. They didn’t not get better and only persisted. My mental state declined and my girlfriend kept asking me what was the matter and I didn’t know myself.
After a few weeks of this, I returned to my girlfriends place and resumed life as normal. Feeling better than I had in the previous weeks, something was still off and am still trying to understand and figure out. I feel as if these issues within myself are still relevant and sometimes present them selves in different ways as in not being able to focus at work, getting stuck in mental thought loops and losing motivation. I don’t open up my issues to many people, so I feel as if this is a big step for myself in figuring myself out and being able to bring forward my best self.
T
